From scratch...!!!

"I want to engineer and build a product from scratch, not this additional modules or pieces."

I wondered what you exactly had in mind when you said that?

I smiled back at you with no voice...a silent thought lingered in my mind on the saying....

"If you wish to make an apple pie truly from scratch,
you must first invent the universe"

When your colour changes...

It all started with this...
I just came...I go green...

I see grey....I know he is offline
I wonder....if invisible mode?

I see green....I know he is available
I guess....chatting with whom?

I see orange....I know he is away
I reason....away for long time?

I see green....I know he is available
I confused...should I ping him?

I see orange....went away again...
I depressed...should’ve pinged!!!

I see him green...available again..
I ponder..let me start with a hi..!!



I see him green... still green...
I think...is he really free?

I see orange....oh idle again..
I guess ...busy in other windows?

I see red...oh busy now..
I shout.....I wanna talk...

I see red...busy still...
I miserable...why so busy?

I see green...ahh..free...
I type...’hey u there ?’

I see grey....what..??
I sigh....there goes ’hey u there ?’

I see grey...still see grey...
I go glum...not interested...?

It all ended....waited for green..
I better go now.....I go grey!!!

Those long night calls we do !!!

A long conversation whatever it may be...
When it’s done between you and me who love to talk..
And words flow like as if no shortage to express..
When we don’t have to search for a topic...
Laughing at things that hold no point...
Simply arguing silly with each other...
Holding onto one's self...showing stubbornness..
Saying how much the relation values to each other...
And feeling that this crazy talks bind us...
Before saying bye, I wish if I couldn’t end...
And just keep on talking the whole time!!
When everything I say can only be heard...
And I can't see the dear one I am talking to...
So far across the distance we are…
I realize the truth....between you and me..
I am on my cell phone ....
Oh, I need to pay these mobile bills..!!!

Are we 2? Or are we 6?

This interesting conversation came up with AR, when was trying to pull out the moody and lazy me to life.....
Yeah- It was being long since we talked either on phone?or thru a mail or a chat…

So when words like “2 of us talking would be boring…” came up…
I just reminded on the The Dark room conversation we had which was unbeatable one and that had made me blog it.

Suddenly from nowhere I know..…. the psycho in me popped up…..and gave its customary shape!!!

“let’s say u and me are talking, here there are only 2.. but actually 6 are there...and this is a fact
And the
1st person - the person whom I think who I am.
2nd person - the person whom U think who I am..
3rd person - the person who I actually is.
4th person - the person whom U think U are...
5th person - the person whom I think who U are..
6th person - the person who U actually is...”

: So we need to now feed all the 6 people ; definitely troublesome!!!
: No worry, here the 3rd and 6th person is always dumb.. so we don’t have to feed them..
:all the other 4 egos need to be fed thoroughly !!!
: 1st person - and 4th person – are deaf... check this… 1st and 4th - is what I think of I ; and what U think of U..rt.?? and these both person feel - there is nothing to change....and no need to hear....; so they tend to remain deaf...
: So in that case only left with the impressing two? Wont our conversations be boring?
:what if the 1st and 4th wishes to hear, and stop being deaf......!!! Then it’s never boring...and that’s where friendship works out...


I don’t know what made me blabber all these…conversations that took the lazy me out of me…for a while..
Seems like times we chat – just becomes memorable to me in some ways…

DARK ROOM:-( Somebody o'er there..HELLO!!!!!!!!!!

sh.....: "There is always a door open in a dark room…I find it only when my friend lights a candle:-)"

AR: why would u wait for ur friend to light a candle? take a candle with u when going to a dark room
sh.....: See... dushtaa....
sh.....: you should ve said.
sh.....: "sh...dont worry, i am coming soon with a candle"
AR: ha ha ....
AR: i am trying to get out of a dark room ....
sh.....: hm..
sh.....: ok.thn
sh.....: question here is are we in same dark room??
sh.....: i cannot see yo....u...oh
sh.....: are you there
AR: i will get a torch ...
sh.....: in same dark room?
AR: probably ...
sh.....: ok...ok..
sh.....: soon...
AR: sure ...
sh.....: i am desperate to get out of this dark room..
AR: which dark room?
sh.....: the room, which i cannot see anything....
sh.....: tht dark room, which is very black dark...



sh.....: can u hear me?
AR: exactly ... i was just about to say that ... why don’t u call out loud?
sh.....: Oh!!!!!!! No...
sh.....: Find me a candle!!!! Please......
sh.....: or torch whatever u were about to get...!!
AR: call out loud !!! please ...
sh.....: I am screaming now!!!!
sh.....: Not louder can I... I think that’s y the candle is not yet come....
AR: i cannot hear u .. pick up the phone, dial my no and scream
sh.....: i cannot find phone..
sh.....: its lost somewhere in room...
sh.....: i am afraid to walk in this dark.....
AR: ok ok ... i am coming ...
sh.....: i am waiting....
AR: stretch ur hands out while u are waiting ...
sh.....: yeah.. sure...
sh.....: y dont u get a candle?
sh.....: i cannot see u....
AR: came back to the same candle
sh.....: hm.. okei.okei.. rewind...
AR: i have given u a lot of options ... new valid options ...
AR: i believe in new ways of solving the same problem
AR: so ... u want me to stop???
sh.....: nope..
sh.....: i want to get out of the room right?
sh.....: are you going ot give philosophy or going to get me out of this dark place?
sh.....: i think this room is shaking...
sh.....: and weird sounds I can hear...
AR: now that u are still in the dark room, lets us spend some time till i get there
sh.....: I think lots of dark rooms are there...
AR: yup ...
sh.....: is your room really dark?
sh.....: darker than mine?
AR: no ... i dont think so ...
AR: but dont worry ... i am shining the torch from here
sh.....: ok.. i guess it s taking time ot reach me....
sh.....:
sh.....: speed of light also fails
sh.....:
AR: i need the fog light
sh.....: Oh.
sh.....: I am already lost, how can i find you a light?
AR: that is the specialty of light
AR: u should be able to see it in any dark
AR: ayyo ... my torch is shining black light
AR: that is why u are not seeing it
sh.....: oh.mummy . I am lost.... and you tooo....
AR: dont worry ... i am here na ..
sh.....: tie a white cloth around tht torch light, wil it become white??
sh.....: i am just trying to help you....
AR: good idea ...
sh.....: can you hear me..?
AR: yup ... i have started hearing u ...
sh.....: ok...thank God...
sh.....: Hey...
sh.....: See you in the dark room some tother time...
sh.....: bbye4now..
AR: sure