31st evening...

New year eve... was special to me!!!!
In all ways!!!!

I wil never forget this evening and i am sure it was the best new year evening i ever had!!! may be a new year night.....so special that i will never never have in my life like this. :-)



Welcome 2009....:-)

Time is not what you think...

Time is something, which u cant fight against...
it shows you only what it likes to..
and there's nothing u can do with it.....
neither rewind, nor stop.....
u can never win over it....
so don't fight.......my dear...
but always and always drift with it...
waiting for it to show good news and smiles.... :-)

Time changes all things, heals all pain, heals all wound..
BUT TIME CAN BE DANGEROUS TO OPEN UP AN ALREADY HEALED WOUND

My first resignation....

I resigned from my first Job....on June 16, 2008 - my Bro's birthday...:-)

I dont know exactly what me made took an instant decision on Friday,and within one week, my papers are down....:-)

and i am feelign happy for i went with it.....

Hope it is for my own good, and God will get me through all the tough times I face in this...

I am glad my friends are there with me, atleast to support, even if my decision is wrong..

I know from heart, i will never regret for this, coz i suffered more than what needed in my first job... not anymore , not anymore....anywhere.....

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I changed the site permissions...

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Nothing works out...

There are times in life where you really want to step out of the trouble room, and find a new place. In search of things that make us happy, there are things we do and say which doesnt has any end effects...or merely no effects on the present state...

Everyone in life , once in a while faces the situation of feeling like this, like exactly what I am feeling now...the only attempt i do nowadays.... is not to feel alone in this lonely environent..

Nothing works out...

be books or tv or music...

or cooking or writing diary ...

or roaming out for shopping...

or calling some friends...

or going for movie...

or talking to home...

or even crying for sometime...

..absolutely nothing...

I am failing in all ways...

I really dont find a way to get out...

I want 2 b happy and smile like others...but can't...

last day...

Today I got a mail from my team mate, “My last day in W...”
I was wondering when is that day , when I will write such a mail...

Sudheer was the guy I met in my team,
At the time of his departure.....
Expressed himself from the heart......
The real pain of suffering undergone in his career ,
Expressed himself from the heart....
I really felt proud of him....though I don’t know much of him....
I wish and pray for him...all success..

for you...

If its with me, I will give it to you......
If its in the world, I will get it for you...



wrote it for chukku...

Not anymore...

Tears are not meant for you anymore...
I have cried for you within enough...

Tears are not meant for you anymore...
I still weep for you within enough...

Flow they, so closer all along my cheeks...
Flow they, like the love I have in for you...

Flow they, so faster than my heartbeats...
Flow they, like the crave I have in for you...

Can’t wipe them anymore inside me...
My heart no longer tougher for them...

Can’t hide them anymore inside me...
My eyes no longer stronger for them...

Life is not destined for you anymore...
I have lived for you within enough...

we come to know

“We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
It doesn't take a reason to love someone,
but it does to like someone.
And you don't love someone because you want to,
you love someone because you are destined to.
It's because you fall in Love with them,
that you then try to find a reason,
but you always come up with the same answer.
No reason!"

People need love even when they don't deserve it....
And I know I am lucky enough to get the undeserved.....


now posting.....these.....some lines tht i wrote some time back

Do thousand things...

Do thousand things...
To make others feel happy
Sacrifice ur smile...
To make others feel happy

Do thousand things...
To make others feel important
Sacrifice ur time...
To make others feel important

Do thousand things...
Nothign gets counted...
Be happy that you tried...
Be happy that you tried...

Do thousand things...
Nothign gets counted...
Be happy that you strived...
Be happy that you strived...

he.....he....:-)I ate Ice cream today 2 4get the sunday evening.....

Struggling To Live......

Struggling to live for a purpose-I know not
Finding no joy in things supposed to be done
I live, I eat, I drink , I sleep, I talk...
I keep on moving in a never ending circle..
Where had I lost the dreams of my youth
Where had I left my smiles to celebrate
Words do no more supporting for my cheering
Words do no more healing for my throbbing
Like a bird with no more wings to fly
Like a tree with no more leaves to shed
I stand beside this time that is moving
I stand beside this life that is changing
Hoping for a new sunrise to come my way
Hoping for a new crack of dawn for me to live.


written with frustration depression...etc..etc....today afternoon...

Me!! Writing a blog!!

At las..... lemme start!!!
When I visited blogs, and read articles of others, did I ever had an idea of writing on my own..? I surely guess - NO....
Today the trigger has been set, and released...by another blogger friend....
So hoping these first few words of mine, will add me to the list of so called
bloggers :-)

Hope I come across happy times blogging :-)