Time is not what you think...

Time is something, which u cant fight against...
it shows you only what it likes to..
and there's nothing u can do with it.....
neither rewind, nor stop.....
u can never win over it....
so don't fight.......my dear...
but always and always drift with it...
waiting for it to show good news and smiles.... :-)

Time changes all things, heals all pain, heals all wound..
BUT TIME CAN BE DANGEROUS TO OPEN UP AN ALREADY HEALED WOUND

My first resignation....

I resigned from my first Job....on June 16, 2008 - my Bro's birthday...:-)

I dont know exactly what me made took an instant decision on Friday,and within one week, my papers are down....:-)

and i am feelign happy for i went with it.....

Hope it is for my own good, and God will get me through all the tough times I face in this...

I am glad my friends are there with me, atleast to support, even if my decision is wrong..

I know from heart, i will never regret for this, coz i suffered more than what needed in my first job... not anymore , not anymore....anywhere.....

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Nothing works out...

There are times in life where you really want to step out of the trouble room, and find a new place. In search of things that make us happy, there are things we do and say which doesnt has any end effects...or merely no effects on the present state...

Everyone in life , once in a while faces the situation of feeling like this, like exactly what I am feeling now...the only attempt i do nowadays.... is not to feel alone in this lonely environent..

Nothing works out...

be books or tv or music...

or cooking or writing diary ...

or roaming out for shopping...

or calling some friends...

or going for movie...

or talking to home...

or even crying for sometime...

..absolutely nothing...

I am failing in all ways...

I really dont find a way to get out...

I want 2 b happy and smile like others...but can't...

last day...

Today I got a mail from my team mate, “My last day in W...”
I was wondering when is that day , when I will write such a mail...

Sudheer was the guy I met in my team,
At the time of his departure.....
Expressed himself from the heart......
The real pain of suffering undergone in his career ,
Expressed himself from the heart....
I really felt proud of him....though I don’t know much of him....
I wish and pray for him...all success..

for you...

If its with me, I will give it to you......
If its in the world, I will get it for you...



wrote it for chukku...

Not anymore...

Tears are not meant for you anymore...
I have cried for you within enough...

Tears are not meant for you anymore...
I still weep for you within enough...

Flow they, so closer all along my cheeks...
Flow they, like the love I have in for you...

Flow they, so faster than my heartbeats...
Flow they, like the crave I have in for you...

Can’t wipe them anymore inside me...
My heart no longer tougher for them...

Can’t hide them anymore inside me...
My eyes no longer stronger for them...

Life is not destined for you anymore...
I have lived for you within enough...