Friday, June 19, 2009

Sixer hit in a day...

Oh, God!!
What a time I had.....

Three at Koramangala Water Tank Signal, Two at Sony World Signal, One at Eujipura Signal...
He or She... whatever they may be biologicaly hermaphrodites.....Hijida’s...Eunuch...9...50-50's...
I don’t know how to start off this with a name.... A racket of business.... that’s what they are now...

I could see the person sitting on bike pulling 10 rupee note and giving...I wondered what he thought while giving that hard earned money just like that...
Was it due to fear....?? Or some belief??
I experience this all times I travel by auto to office... but this day was heights....

One came and asked me to my right, I just didn’t bother to turn the face...that’s it ....went off!!!

Second - Another in black Salwar...to my left...came and asked.... I nodded my head in a 'NO'. Started making their trademark expressions and gave me signs that I shouldn't say NO.
I stared with great anger.....with a look "Chal Jo bhi gaali dena hain de de tu, abhi yaha par hi de de….......kuthiya/kutha kahi ki/kahi ka"
Was about to touch me with the hand... I remarked "Hogii..."
Thats it... "eeeeehhhhhhhhhhhheeeyyyyyy" one loud noise..... that was again their trademark sound... May be wanted to make me feel afraid...
I kept staring... what you are gonna do? pull me out of auto? grab my bag? I could sense the bikewala next to me on right side was looking at me with great anxiety, even the driver sitting in front of me…..and don’t know who all....
I stared at the figure continuously....which made feel that nothing is gonna work out... then silently went away my side...

Seconds later, third one...another big fat one.....in saree...With hands to me...
If you ask me, yes I felt if there would be a chaos created by their group at the signal coz of me... but I was not feeling afraid.. I wasn’t a bit. I was really surprised at myself.I smiled a bit and nodded my head "NO"... Went away....

The auto driver smiled at me, the bikewala who lost his ten rupees – I don’t know what he was feeling – I could see him relieved ? couldn’t see his real expressions peeping out from his helmet… I smiled at him knowing not what he wanted to read from me or my face... Green signal heading towards Sony World...i didn't expect more....

Encountered two 50-50 over there…and one at the next signal.... all harmless...
The One I met at Sony world– now I don’t think next time would ever come to me for this is the second time I am denying to the request..

When the signal became green I could see one 50-50 – scolding an old beggar…
Territory of their own – the first 3 signals on my way from Madiwala to office :-)

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Secret....be it yours or mine??

“How far would you go to protect a secret…”

You are right... “ The Reader…”
Yeah, I am sure everyone who holds a secret in their heart would love this movie..
When RR gave me the file to watch.... I wondered if I would like it....if i would finish the movie inone stretch...

In your lifetime, you would obviously have a secret… be it for yourself… or within the two, or within a group...
The secret - being either your s...or a secret of any other or anything that matters to be kept hidden..
And that secret that you hold deep inside till this moment...how in situations of life...u deal... how hard u try to protect it…:-):-)

The Reader...holds such a secret within, and the movie is so beautifully expressed……
Hanna Schmitz…. Kate has done the role so perfect…
The Kid… Michael, their passionate but secretive affair…(Oh yes, yes… those were really scenes to stare at) :-)
The way the secret is held in the movie…The way the secret is revealed to the Kid…
And how the disclose of the secret within themselves changes both of their lives… :-(
Oh, worth watching..:-) for I felt it showed the essence of how one holds a secret…
The stage in one’s life…of how to respond to such a secret….
How one reacts when a secret is known…. a secret opened up to you…only you…
how one handle it...and how far one can go to protect it from the rest of the world....
The specialty is , the movie has drifted in the exact way it should....everything in plac...I guess, penning it down in words would spoil the movie…Powerful as it is, I would suggest

“ Go..ahead… make some time, Watch The Reader……”

I think I loved it so much, coz yeah I do hold secrets within my life….(Now dont wonder...wht is it... for Who doesn’t hold a secret in their life, nobody here is an open book...??)
After the movie it took me to that world of my secrets… the secret I hold within my heart..
Those unknown truths of my life… secrets of mine, your secret, her secret, his secret, our secret....Oh God!!!
I was counting how many imperative secrets I hold within me...… those secrets which will die with me one day...and get dissolved in this earth as mud and fire..
For once its revealed , its no longer my secret!!
All stays unrevealed…..throughout my life… to the rest of the world…!!!

And if you ask me, how far would I go to protect my most precious secret…..don’t be surprised....
”Yeah , I wouldn’t mind kill or being killed....”

:-)